My shepherd

My spirit is willing but my flesh is so weak. Lord, let my actions be louder than the words I speak. I don't want to sound like a broken record, and sometimes I feel like you must get tired of my constant depravity. But God, don't give up on me. Please keep calling out for me. Even if I brush you off or seem distracted, keep crying out to me. I need you God. I need you in my life. I've been down dead ends and selfish roads. I've done all that and they don't fulfill me. You are the only one who gives me peace. You're the author of my life. You're the God who provides. You have never led me astray, and you know the perfect words to say. Every good an perfect gift comes from you. You are the father of lights. You make all things right. God, don't ever let me go. Don't let me out of your sight. I'm such a wreck and I might be a pain in your neck, but don't leave me. I have tasted and seen of your goodness. I have caught a glimpse of your glory. And I love being part of this great redemption story. I love it. I love working with you and I love you. I'm so in love with you. Tell me the things to do and the words to say. Teach me how to pray. Mold and direct me and guide me this way. I want to be so caught up in you. I want to be lost in you. You give me meaning. You give me grace. You give me healing. You're my safe place. My lord. My rock. You are my salvation and you are good.