I just need clarity

God, i know the plans you have for me. I know you're making me into the man i need to be. But sometimes, i get lost in the details of life. I see the big picture, and I see how you're working my future out for me. But i get confused and sometimes lost in the day to day proceedings. I believe that you're orchestrating my life. I know that you're making it all right. But Lord, what about this moment now? I dont want to get discouraged, but it's so much easier. It's harder to say that you're making a way for me. It's tougher to believe that you're pushing me through these hard times right now. I can see the end because i know where i'm going, but God, when am I going to see the small steps and small successes? I dont want to complain at all by saying that you're not here, but sometimes i feel so alone. I feel like you'll be there once i get through this now, but i want you so badly right here. God, silence my fears. I know where i'm going, but God, the hardest step for me now is finding the best path to get there. Push me. Nudge me.  Take care of this confusion today because i know tomorrow will be okay.