I feel so lost

What should I do, Lord? Lead me to where i should go. I place my trust in you because only you truly know. God, i'm searching for answers. I'm looking for clarity but that seems like a rarity. I know you'll guide me, but i still want some confirmation. I need to know you're here so i can get rid of this hesitation. I've seen bits of you through this entire process, but i want to see more of you not less. I'm just being honest. God, you know i'm always crying out to you. I'm always yelling out for help. Well, this time feels different. I need more than just help. I need a push. I need you to shove me in the right door. I'm not even sure of anything anymore. There are too many options. I'm feeling lost in all this craziness. I want life to be more painless, but i guess this is as good as it gets. I know you're there, but sometimes i want more. I want you to walk and hold my hand and guide me to the place that i should be. I'm confused. I'm scared. I'm desperate. I need my Lord's comfort.