What do I do?

When everything hits the fan, when things don't seem to go my way, where I am I supposed to look?

I'm so used to doing things by the book.

I've had an answer for almost anything.

But for some reason I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

I thought I was following You.

I thought I was doing Your will.

But where are You hiding, Lord?

I know You're out there, but I still can't feel you.

I can't see You.

I can't hear You.

How am I supposed to act godly when I don't even feel like You're there?

Give me a sign that You're here, there, or anywhere.

I just want You to hold me.

Knock some sense into me.

I think I can handle it.

I'm not so defenseless.

I think, at least, that I can do it.

What do I do when I feel so far from You?

You are the Lord, and I am but a man.

I'm doing the best that I can.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

Slowly swimming in this ocean of life.

I don't like feeling like this.

Believe me.

I would much rather feel closer to You.

I've tasted and seen of Your glory and I want that to be my life forever.

But there's going to be ebbs and flows, I know, and I just don't like this season.

So give me a reason why I feel like I'm wandering aimlessly.

Take and mold me. Grab hold of my life and make all my wrongs right.

You have my heart. You have my love. You have all of me.

I place all of me in You knowing that You are the God who hears my cries.

You are wonderful and beautiful and amazing and great.

I love You so much, Lord, and I want the throne of Your robe to fill the temple of my life.

I want Your shekinah glory to wash over me.

I just want to feel you.

To see a glimpse of You.

Take the doubt out of my life and fill me with faith.

There's no other place that I would rather be than in Your presence.

What do I do when I feel lost? I look to You knowing that You can give me direction.

What do I do when I feel confused? I cling to You believing that You can give me peace.

What do I do when I feel abandoned? I hold onto the fact that You are God and You are good.