You are my everything

I'm the most imperfect perfectionist. 

I want so badly for things to be right but I'm such a broken vessel. 

God, fix all the cracks in my life.

I don't want to leak.

I want to have the power to speak words of life into the people around me. 

That's the gospel. 

Reformed and always reforming. 

My life needs changing and I can only have you do it. 

Believe me. I've tried to do it on my own but that obviously didn't work as well as I would have liked. But here I am, Lord, begging and asking you to make me a new creation. 

I'm tired of being broken. 

I know that there are things that need fixing but whether it's pride or ignorance, I fail to recognize the true problems in my life. 

So God. 

Great God. 

The one who's always been so good to me. 

Breathe life into me. 

Constantly create me into a better person. 

I just want to imitate Christ in all of my life. 

I don't want to be Michael Sterns. 

I want to be a follower of you. 

I have been crucified with you. 

It is no longer I that lives.

I'm all yours God. 

And I know that you going to use me for something because I'm not doing anything on my own. 

And I don't want to. I've done life with you and without you, and I will gladly take one day in your courts than thousands elsewhere. 

You are my everything. 

My source of strength. 

You have put a mark on my life and it's not going anywhere. 

I am yours and you are mine.