Yeah. That's been my life for a little while now.
Don't get me wrong. My life is awesome. I have an awesome life. I have awesome friends. Everything is going right, but why do I feel like I need more? Why do I feel like there is so much more that I could be doing?
Well, to be completely honest, there is a lot more that I could be doing. If I want to get out of this rut, I have to put in the work. I have to keep pushing forward. One of my least favorite sayings is, "Fake it 'til you make it." But unfortunately, a lot of times we have to do this in order to get out of the dumps.
I don't think so.
I think this has less to do with my actions and more with my heart. I think this life can be so much better if I remember one thing: God's undying love for me. I have a future with God. God has gotten me out of the dumps before, and God will continue doing this fight of life with me. I don't need to feel like I'm defeated or stuck. I just to constantly remind myself that God is on my side.
Sometimes I listen to the devil too much. Sometimes I let him feed me lies. Sometimes I let him convince me that my life isn't awesome. Sometimes I give him too much of a foothold.
But God.
God is so much greater than my temporary "stuckness." God is so much greater than my stumbling blocks.
God has had me in his loving hands, and he will continue to hold onto me in the future. Whatever feeling that I currently have is silly.
God, thank you for taking care of me.
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