What is life?

What Is a life worth living if I'm not trying to be more giving? So much pride and selfishness, god help me to see my foolishness. But more importantly give me your heart. Soften mine which has gotten so hard. Over the years I've built up so many walls which keep out unwanted guests. But it's gotten the best of me because I've forgotten what's best for me is fellowship. I need my fellow brother and he needs me too. So god make me more like you, and melt my heart and mold it into one that yearns for you. I wanna burn for you like the apostles. I wanna be lost in you. Make this life your own so that I can be undone for your kingdom. This is my prayer and this is my plea that you would make the best out of me.