Joy in the middle of it

Your voice rises above the chaos. Your strength goes the distance. You are my everything when I'm nothing. You give my crazy life meaning. Sometimes I forget the God I'm seeking, but you remind me of your goodness in the bleakness. My life bounces between mundanity and insanity, but God you're the balance my life needs. You're my clarity when I cant see. Give me another reminder of you. I long for your presence. This world is screaming at me, and i can barely breathe. Dont let me choke under the pressure of this world. I cant measure up to what it wants me to be, but thankfully you're the only standard I need. God, let me perservere. Let me know you're near. This world wears me out, but you can provide. You can show me all my strength inside. My identity is in you alone. Let my will be undone, and let yours overtake. These feelings arent fake. God, i need you now more than ever. Dont let this world take a hold of me.